The second side of the coin...

And then it falls on passion's killing floor that everything is okay. All is abated. Happiness swells. What you expect to find is there. What do you expect to find? A swelling of the heart as it tries to burst through your chest, a hollow pit in your gut, burning in your ears, mind a racing? Could you control such emotions, dancing with nervous jitters? Ha. Been there, done that. Still I would choose the evil. Because the happiest moments came from the total opposite. And still I find myself overwhelmed with jealousy, joyous jealousy. When one is happy, the next closest person is upset. It is how life goes, trading a finite amount of joy from one person to the next. Sharing it equally among friends and family.