So Sorry

Sorry about worrying all you peeps with my fancy away messages and facebook statuses. It's just been hectic. My brain is fried now, but all is well. Well as well as things can be. I still miss Shannon and I'm still confused and thinking. But saying it out loud to a couple of you helped. Made me realize that I'm not going crazy and that I still know what I want.
Still no pain. Don't think there is gonna be any. I'm a strong lad and all you have to do is be honest with me and I'll understand. Am I not a reasonable guy? Oh well. We'll see where this is going. But no matter what I stand by the people I care about, and I mean no matter what. Please hit me with comments on when I have failed.