Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Bahhhhh

Ladida. That is right. Ladida. I am chasing cars quite often now. It's good.
I am also single. I broke up with Shannon. Yeah. I didn't do it in the most amazing and painless of ways, but since when is breaking up painless. Oh well. Things went sour, and bitterness was displayed. Emotions ran high and some things exploded and were taken the wrong way. Stupid emotion, it alters the mind too much and so many are incapable of realizing it.
But the cloud has settled some, which is good.
And so I move on, for what else is there to do?
Moving on has commenced in full. Some might be bitter at how fast and in which direction, but I've come to realize my heart was given away a long time ago. It took abandonment to see it, but that is okay.
And in light of this, I have rediscovered something very important to me. Dune is an amazing book. It has harbored many of my beliefs and emotions. Including my plan for my back and my minute attention to detail. Don't ask me why I want scars on my back, chances are you won't agree. It's okay, I understand, it is something that it seems only I am completely okay with.
But I guess I have to update my favorite books and movies.
In other news I got some posters for my room. YAY! Less echoing and insane asylum feeling room! I got a RENT one over my head, a Fight Club one to my left, and 300 next to my desk! YAY! Now all I need is my Irish flag and Gay Pride flag.
And some STINKING curtains so that the sun does not wake me up at ungodly hours of the morning! Big black thick ones, otherwise the sun will still find a way through. And then some sheets to act as curtains to go around my bed. Those can be black too. Ahhhh. Next year my room is gonna be so badass.
And soon I will have a job, hopefully, with some monetary income. This would be the list of saving:
1) Road trip to see the lovely lady.
2) Chest tat
3) Nipple piercings
And intermingled there is cash for more posters, the flags, the curtains, dvd's, music, and books.
YAY! Stuff!

1 comment:

Shannon said...

i did not abandon you. i was scared. and just how you broke up with me really said you werent willing to ask what was up.
the cloud between us hasnt cleared because you keep acting like a child by not confronting me with the things you need to give back to me.
i am glad you are already over me. maybe it happened when i kissed derek and you actually couldnt deal with it.


i guess cheating isnt the only reason youll break up with someone though...