Monday, February 25, 2008

doodle

does she still read this?
>i like to think she does.
am i still alive?
>sometimes i dont want to be
what is going on?
>this is a long one. idk what is going on. i am depressed it seems. my shell is crumbling and i am starting to over compensate for it. i cant sleep well. i miss not having to dote upon her. i miss the company. i miss the intimacy. and to make matters worse i am falling. falling hard. why? i dont know. desperation. yeah desperation just to screw it up again. what a fuck up.
>its too bad too.
>oh well... time to go sleep this one off as well.
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2 comments:

jajohansen said...

if you miss her, talk to her, chances are she misses you too, and wouldn't mind talking to you and putting a smile back on your face if only for a moment...

February 25, 2008 at 5:37 PM
Anonymous said...

Well written article.

November 12, 2008 at 12:03 AM

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